Masked_Katz
Gnarly Eddy's Boyfriend
For the last couple of months, I have been trying hard to get into the Splatoon competitive scene for the first time since I started playing the series in 2015. It has been very daunting, and while I still have been very determined, I have been turned down by a few teams now for not meeting oddly high expectations... (despite knowing I have no experience, one of the teams revealed they were a DIV 5 team only after I failed their tryouts, like HUH?)
I can't help but be burnt out right now, and even though I have been S+ for a while and even have my own coach, I'm starting to doubt myself... I want to start from the bottom and build my way up; I have learned a lot but simply need time to see improvement. However, it seems like every team I have met has had unrealistic expectations that I can not possibly live up to in that moment. I don't say this often, but I genuinely think I have potential... I just don't think it will show itself until I find some friends who will give me the confidence and company that I need to prove it.
There are days when I try to hype myself up and go searching again, but I have the lingering feeling that things will continue to not work out, which is why I have started to consider creating my own team, as it may be the only way for me to have a chance of finding players like me. However, I am not too sure if I will be fit for the position of captain, because as I've hinted at earlier, I'm generally not the most charismatic and I have trouble believing in myself unless others believe me in me as well. I fear that things may not work out and I'll just end up ruining the experience for other players.
What do you think I should do? Should I continue to take a break and continue my search again at a later date, or take the risk of creating a team, or do something else? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
I can't help but be burnt out right now, and even though I have been S+ for a while and even have my own coach, I'm starting to doubt myself... I want to start from the bottom and build my way up; I have learned a lot but simply need time to see improvement. However, it seems like every team I have met has had unrealistic expectations that I can not possibly live up to in that moment. I don't say this often, but I genuinely think I have potential... I just don't think it will show itself until I find some friends who will give me the confidence and company that I need to prove it.
There are days when I try to hype myself up and go searching again, but I have the lingering feeling that things will continue to not work out, which is why I have started to consider creating my own team, as it may be the only way for me to have a chance of finding players like me. However, I am not too sure if I will be fit for the position of captain, because as I've hinted at earlier, I'm generally not the most charismatic and I have trouble believing in myself unless others believe me in me as well. I fear that things may not work out and I'll just end up ruining the experience for other players.
What do you think I should do? Should I continue to take a break and continue my search again at a later date, or take the risk of creating a team, or do something else? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.