Mendax
Pro Squid
for the past week, I've been terrible in Ranked. I was offline for a mere 5 days getting some study done, and next thing I know, I'm a total scrub.
I'm always getting negative K/D ratios.
I'm always the one at the bottom of the ladder.
I'm never checking my map, even when I kick myself to remember.
I've ranked down twice.
I've tried as much as I can: switching up weapons, changing my gear, checking out more successful players' setups and trying to imitate them, changing my playstyle...
I know I wasn't anywhere near this bad before I took a break, but now I just can't seem to catch up with myself. I know that it's me at fault, and not my team-mates: simply seeing me play is proof enough.
I can recognize my faults easily, but when it comes to getting rid of them...I feel I can't do a thing.
the only form of success that I've had so far is completely avoiding Ranked unless it's SZ. but that feels like a form of Save Scumming, and even then I still have more losses than wins.
what am I doing wrong?
I'm always getting negative K/D ratios.
I'm always the one at the bottom of the ladder.
I'm never checking my map, even when I kick myself to remember.
I've ranked down twice.
I've tried as much as I can: switching up weapons, changing my gear, checking out more successful players' setups and trying to imitate them, changing my playstyle...
I know I wasn't anywhere near this bad before I took a break, but now I just can't seem to catch up with myself. I know that it's me at fault, and not my team-mates: simply seeing me play is proof enough.
I can recognize my faults easily, but when it comes to getting rid of them...I feel I can't do a thing.
the only form of success that I've had so far is completely avoiding Ranked unless it's SZ. but that feels like a form of Save Scumming, and even then I still have more losses than wins.
what am I doing wrong?