I dont care if you fail but ill be happy if you succeed. there will be no consequences for failure from me. I love you anyway. i cant wait for the next couple of months to be over. theres finally a light at the end of the tunnel.
ive kept us above water for a few years now: all the bills, all your tuition, car, and school expenses, paid down a couple gs in cc debt, 8 gs in medical bills. ive spent countless thousands on this by myself.
but if you dont pass, inbd. really. just dont take it out on me. its easy to lash out at whomever is near to you. and yes my family is unpleasant and sometimes schadenfreude enters their thinking but i am not them (i spent my whole life around them and while I love them is it any wonder Im as close to your family as i am). ill still love you. I promise.
that being said...you do absolutely nothing to help and youre usually in a bad mood or tired. youve spent more time in school while we were together than you have spent time not in school. i dont mind the career change really but its another reason I cant wait for this to be over.
2 more months and its done, one way or the other, in savings alone i can afford to get you a new car. Ive told you that before when you felt down, that it was ok to stop right then and I wouldnt care. I meant it. I told you that you could spend your days at home doing nothing and Id be fine with it if it makes you happier. I handed you the keys to margaritaville and you turned them down, which I am proud of you for but I see the toll it takes: acne, almost cushing syndrome like symptoms, hair thinning....etc....lots of stress. i know its hard. i see its hard. you suffer a lot. i see it. I promise. it bothers me but I see what you can be. I say nothing. you know anyway.
if it makes you happy keep pushing.
if its too much know that I still love you
i dont care if you fail. i dont care if you quit.
ill still love you. i promise.
ive kept us above water for a few years now: all the bills, all your tuition, car, and school expenses, paid down a couple gs in cc debt, 8 gs in medical bills. ive spent countless thousands on this by myself.
but if you dont pass, inbd. really. just dont take it out on me. its easy to lash out at whomever is near to you. and yes my family is unpleasant and sometimes schadenfreude enters their thinking but i am not them (i spent my whole life around them and while I love them is it any wonder Im as close to your family as i am). ill still love you. I promise.
that being said...you do absolutely nothing to help and youre usually in a bad mood or tired. youve spent more time in school while we were together than you have spent time not in school. i dont mind the career change really but its another reason I cant wait for this to be over.
2 more months and its done, one way or the other, in savings alone i can afford to get you a new car. Ive told you that before when you felt down, that it was ok to stop right then and I wouldnt care. I meant it. I told you that you could spend your days at home doing nothing and Id be fine with it if it makes you happier. I handed you the keys to margaritaville and you turned them down, which I am proud of you for but I see the toll it takes: acne, almost cushing syndrome like symptoms, hair thinning....etc....lots of stress. i know its hard. i see its hard. you suffer a lot. i see it. I promise. it bothers me but I see what you can be. I say nothing. you know anyway.
if it makes you happy keep pushing.
if its too much know that I still love you
i dont care if you fail. i dont care if you quit.
ill still love you. i promise.
