No one understands my problems, so why should I apologize for something I didn't do or take part in? Especially when nothing gets better in the end anyways? Why should I have to suffer for things that are out of my control?
It's all ridiculous and I will keep defending myself until things actually do get better. Being an outcast no matter what side I take really sucks, so I will simply completely ignore both sides and will go my own way.