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[SmokyWreck]

Life is harsh. Nothing goes like planed and when it does it just doesn't last long enough.

It take a lot to keep going, specially when life is against you. But i'm proud to see you still fighting, still trying, giving life another chance despite the odds being against you. You're strong, seeing you grow make me smile, seeing you slowly transition to a better place, somewhere you belong and deserve to be... Please, never give up. Keep fighting, even when the tears spill and flood your face, because in the end... I know you'll make it through and smile.

Life was never soft on you, i don't know you nor know what you had to go through, you don't know me either... We are strangers now, drifted appart, from a distance i keep on cheering. You deserve better then my friendship, yet you still turn around and say hi. You stil think of me when i'm no one anymore in your life. You're so selfless and yet you're finally learning to be selfish, to think for yourself and what make YOU happy. I told you many time, the day you'll leave, i'll still cheer you on. You have been such a positive part of my life and i have trouble letting you go. But so long as you never forget me and still look back to me with a smile, letting me know i was a good memory... I can't say i'm happier to see a friend go to archieve what make them happier.


I'm so sorry i was bitter to you on our last talk. What you had said was a dagger in my heart... I felt like what i felt was pointless and you just brushed it off like it didn't mean anything.

-BOI, i had this heavily in my heart for months now. It feel good to let it out.-

 

[°Sea Cowie°]

You've been treating me like trash since I met you.
I don't care if I hurt you, you've been being so toxic to me and your friends.
I'm glad I've seen through this.
I won't like you. Not ever. You don't treat people 'you liked'
this way.
We will never date, neither will we ever be friends.
Not again, at least.
The one time I tried to do something on your level, you went on to ignore me.
Then you went back to talking to me, and then ignored me again.
For no reason.
You've been treating my friends like garbage, yet they still come to you.
It's because they're good friends.
I hope you leave us alone, and don't come crying to me with excuses.
You've lost your chance.

Sorry I keep doing this but I have a lot on my chest

I really don't know how much longer I an keep this from you.

When I started getting more mature, I realized the world was nothing that I wanted it to be.
Everything seemed so scary and I lived in a shadow of depression and anxiety.
I couldn't tell anyone, because they wouldn't believe me.
Everyone thinks I'm too young to feel the feelings I do.
But I'm not.
I'm a human being, or a shell of one. I go through my day, afraid.
I'm afraid of death, and pain. I no longer believe in some devine being.
I want to leave this world, but I also don't because of you. I finally feel like I have someone who feels like I do and I feel safe and genuinely happy.
I spend all the time thinking about you, wondering if you actually hate e. If I ruine dit. If I've lost one of the only things that gives me happiness.
Every time you compliment me, it feels so real.
Anything else flies past me. I feel like I'm so hideous, but when you compliment me, I feel some bit of confidence.
When I got a hair trim, you noticed.
When I wore lip gloss for a day, you noticed. It made me happy.
I really like you.
I just hope you do too.

 

[Dessgeega]

Sorry I keep doing this but I have a lot on my chest

Hey, no worries. This is a good place to do so. More power to you.

 

[Rustic]

I think you're a crazy crook.

Simple and efficient, just the way I like it.

 

[Dessgeega]

I really, really do not like you. Everything about your personality irritates me. But, since you are very popular where we are despite the personality flaws that I see, I will be polite and tolerate you. You'll never hear an unkind word from me. No good will come from calling you out, and I don't want to upset anyone. Not to mention, of course, that "daring" to speak out would get a lot of people yelling at me. But, it does make me question whether I want to stay in the shared space that we have. I could easily get what that space gives me from somewhere else, without having to deal with you. I will have to think on this.

 

[Sgt. Puffling]

I couldn't live without you. I love you so much. <3

 

[Либра]

If it wasn't for the law I'd pour gasoline over you, set you on fire and enjoy the view.

 

[the]

i barely started usin this site and can already tell ur THAT kinda forum user. Pretentious and condescending to others but completely incapable of taking criticism without a ranting drooooning response. please be more self-aware LOL

Not gonna start anything obvs but if u hear a long sigh in the distance when u hit "post" that's probably me ;p

 

[Dessgeega]

I'm conflicted. I want to make amends with you, and yet I cannot forget the beliefs you espoused that caused our rift in the first place. I mean, you are a genuinely nice person, but there's no doubt those beliefs haven't changed.

I'm probably overthinking this. I mean, you indicated that it's no skin off your nose. I suppose I should be glad that we can just get long as needed - and I am.

Egh. I should just let it go, but my brain sometimes gets like "THIS PERSON COULD BE FRIEND MAKE FRIEND" :P

 

[Zwei]

You may think that you carried me to the person I am, but in reality, you're very much at fault for the problems I'm struggling with today. Negative reinforcement is ineffective against depression, and positive reinforcement from better people is why I'm truly still here.

Also, to a different person, my minor status does not deny me the right of religious freedom--you were very much in the wrong supporting my parents' threat of adoption.

To yet another person, the party line is not rigorous--being against the minimum wage increase does not mean that you have to publicly dispute a homosexual relationship to the point where one of them commits suicide.

 

[SilverBlue-Neko]

I tried to be nice and you betrayed me. I spent nights crying asking myself what I did wrong.
I now realized that I did nothing wrong. I was never at fault. It was you, purely you.
I could get consumed by rage and seek revenge, but I have to focus on my life.
In a way, you helped me learn more about myself. Things I needed to accept. I say thank you for that and I will continuing growing now as a person.

 

[shy]

I will always cherish the time we spend together.

 

[Sgt. Puffling]

The only thing I like about you is how self aware you've made me. But, because of how self aware I now am, I have trouble enjoying what I like doing, which is really not very enjoyable for me. Yes, you helped me become self aware, But every other part of you can just go straight to hell. Thank you.

I miss you. Quite a lot. And I feel really bad for hurting you. When you suddenly blocked me, I felt a strong guilt. Sure, we weren't crazy close, but I felt I had permanently hurt you some way. For the first few days following, I could barely think about anything else. All I could dwell on was that this was all my fault.
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If I could go back in time and change what I said, I really would. I don't want you to think that I'm shameless after that happened. But, I messed up 2 times around you, and if you end up giving me a 3rd chance I have a feeling now I'll just screw up again. So maybe it's for the best if I stay blocked. Maybe I'm just not ready for more friends.

If we still talked today and I was this troubled, you would want me not to dwell on it too much. Which, pretty soon, is what I'm going to do.

 

[ThatSquidYouKnow]

Not for a singular person but...

You're all great and you've helped me get through a lot of stuff. I really appreciate every single one of you for being there for me when I need it.
<3

 

[MarkuChan]

I wish you didn't exist. You are a rich kid by private school standards, and your constant spending doesn't help this. Stop gambling on CSGO, you have spent hundreds upon hundreds of dollars on something that amounts to nothing. I wouldn't care about this so much if you didn't feel the need to rub the monetary value of your inventory in my face so much. Also, you should stop lying so much. Yes, you do still gamble (you were doing it in a MATHS CLASS, AND YOU LOST). No, you do not have duel 1080 ti's in your computer. YOU DO NOT HAVE A HUGE GUN STASH OVERSEAS.

Your racism, homophobia, and transphobia is getting out of hand. Asking me, "do you **** faggots" every day is getting really bloody annoying now. Your **** is now starting to affect my friends. Don't approach them and ask if they want me to have intercourse with them all the time because you think I'm gay. I could be gay (I'm not sure myself), but if you can't handle the thought of relationships that don't match the ones you see in all the porn you watch, then keep it to yourself. Your constant threats of death and harm are completely empty, so much so that they have the opposite effect on me. Also, stop using "you have no friends" as an insult. It's dumb and stupid on so many levels that I don't even have to elaborate on this one.

Just please run off to the horrible community you came from and leave everyone else alone.

(P.S. Punching and kicking me is not going to turn me as straight as a ruler)

 

[Sgt. Puffling]

I’m sick of you giving me your unwanted opinion 24/7.
You act like just because I’m autistic, I can’t do things myself. But I can. Hell, I know how to boil an egg and you don’t.
You act like you’re higher than me constantly and it just makes me want to punch you.
You call me “gross and weird” because you’re so close minded that you won’t even take a second to try and understand people who are different from you.
You only have one friend and she’s just as much of a stuck up ***** as you.
I’M SICK OF HEARING YOU PLAY THE HARRY POTTER THEME ON YOUR CLARINET 30 TIMES A DAY.
You make me sick. And you make me want to quite being a musician just so I never have to be associated with you.
I actually almost cried tears of joy when I found out I wasn’t in your stupid group for the band.

YOU’RE LITERALLY TERRIBLE, I BET YOU DO DRUGS TOO, **** YOURSELF AND DIE.

 

[Foxtrot]

Why can't you just grow up? We're not kids anymore, we're not grown, but we're not young either. Its been 3 years since graduation and everyone has matured, yet somehow you're the only one who hasn't. Its frustrating, you've caused me so many problems simply because you refuse to be an adult, yet I can't drop you.

You're not a bad friend, or inherently bad person. You just lack mental maturity and have effectively screwed me over a few too many times personally. I really wish I could just tell you what needs to be said. Open your eyes a little Like everyone wants to. Yet I just know that doing that would ruin our relationship due to, again, your utter lack of maturity.

From someone who loves you and cares for you, grow the hell up.

 

[Sgt. Puffling]

Love ya. You've really helped me cope in a trying time.

(P.S.... This goes out to more than one person.)

 

[NBSink]

Thank you...
I wasn't actively looking for a clan/team and yet you asked me if I want to join your clan (Just because I was a Free Agent on the Squidboards Discord server). You wanted to kick me out of the main team but you needed me in the end. Two of our teammates dropped so I couldn't participate in the tournament which was meant to be my first one ever. And for some reason I stayed. Even when both of the dropping guys are now in other teams I can't imagine how bad/akward this things could've gotten when one of us didn't act the way we did.

 

[Flareth]

Dear Youtube,

Thank you for spamming a bunch of Mario Odyssey spoilers in my recommended videos feed. While I am certainly glad that what I've seen is in the game, I am nonetheless angered by the fact that you couldn't even wait a whole week to tell me all about it.

And this isn't the first time this has happened, either. Nay, this makes three.

Three. ****ing. Times. That you ***** have allowed **** like this to happen this year. It's bad enough that virtually every video of its ilk is so utterly blatant about it, what with the glaring thumbnails and giveaway titles. It's even worse when I explicitly make it clear that I don't want this **** popping up every time I check the front page, and they rear their ugly heads anyway. Every other website that runs the risk of hosting spoilers like these, either makes it clear where the spoilers are so I can stay clear of them, or else I've just not gone to anyway. Yours is the only site I know that lets spoiler videos run wild.

And I know, y'all aren't the ones making these videos, and I should probably be harping on them instead. But the videos themselves are harmless when they're not being shoved in my face just because I happen to follow VG news/updates often enough.

And I also know, you have priorities. You've spent the better part of this year trying to keep the Nazis and pro wrestlers away, I know. But would it kill you to grab some underpaid code monkey of yours and make him figure out a way to filter spoilery **** out of mainstream circulation? At least do something about them popping up a week before the game's even out, for God's sake.

Until the next time this **** happens (because it will, I know it will),
~~~A hypocritical self-righteous slacktivist who takes video games far too seriously.