After getting to A+ and surviving a derank, I deranged after a teammate disconnected (it was funny, I had 1 point or lose and I lost that one point). I then went down to A- before quickly moving back up to A, which I'm stuck on. It feels like I'm stuck here, I'll wina. Few in a row, then go win loss win loss then lose some and the. The cycle starts again. It feels like whenever I make a minor mistake we all fall behind, and we all lose. Often times I've been able to take out an entire team after flanking or sometimes jut by running in and tanking shots, but sometimes it's way too late to do anything, and they gain it back when I die again. I think my playing deteriorates the longer I play, as after watching a few S, S+ streams I don't play all that different, maybe I make a few more mistakes than them and I'm a little less aware, yet I notice I make more mistakes when I'm playing for longer. I'll move up eventually, I just wish I could get more support sometimes. I get more impatient when knowing they have the splat zone or tower, and flanks can take too long so I just end up rushing in there and dying, or even worse, killing them but being unable to push the objective because it's too late. I just needed to rant about being trapped in my rank, as it's the first time I've deranged in a long time, and this is the first time I'm really struggling to get back up. I'll move on eventually though, maybe use other weapons I don't usually too.
